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half term has been very wierd and over emotional week (particularly the end) seems to have gone past very VERY fast i must say.
monday and tuesday were mucho good cos i went to see cuz and have tequila and embaress ourselves (at least WE thought we were funny) then wednesday and thursday were ok cos i was doing my romeo and juliet/ sid and nancy pictures. well wednesday was ok, but by thursday night even mark was getting a tad grumpy.
though now i think about it i must thank hugely all my models, particluarly: the ones i chased, shouted at and threatened to throw in a canal for giggling, liam who WILLINGLY ended up coming home in the boot of jen's car (not enough seats), mark for not killing me and bess especially with the hair situation and most of all bess who besides modelling spent the past couple of weeks wandering hanley in search of props with me, trying to make our dress plans work, then helping set up, helping clean up afterwards, feeding models, breaking into my house to prevent jenny's hypothermia when i forgot to give them the house key and for the other BAZZILION things.
and tonight i'm playing a gig i don't want to play anymore, but its to late and to guilt making to pull out and so despite the fact we've been lied to, had our opinions completly ignored and will definatly be ripped off we're doing it. and i'm not happy. still afterwards things are going to change, all could still improve and all.
anyway after that small miserable drummer rant i'm off to play with my pictures.
have fun
xxxx
monday and tuesday were mucho good cos i went to see cuz and have tequila and embaress ourselves (at least WE thought we were funny) then wednesday and thursday were ok cos i was doing my romeo and juliet/ sid and nancy pictures. well wednesday was ok, but by thursday night even mark was getting a tad grumpy.
though now i think about it i must thank hugely all my models, particluarly: the ones i chased, shouted at and threatened to throw in a canal for giggling, liam who WILLINGLY ended up coming home in the boot of jen's car (not enough seats), mark for not killing me and bess especially with the hair situation and most of all bess who besides modelling spent the past couple of weeks wandering hanley in search of props with me, trying to make our dress plans work, then helping set up, helping clean up afterwards, feeding models, breaking into my house to prevent jenny's hypothermia when i forgot to give them the house key and for the other BAZZILION things.
and tonight i'm playing a gig i don't want to play anymore, but its to late and to guilt making to pull out and so despite the fact we've been lied to, had our opinions completly ignored and will definatly be ripped off we're doing it. and i'm not happy. still afterwards things are going to change, all could still improve and all.
anyway after that small miserable drummer rant i'm off to play with my pictures.
have fun
xxxx
WOOOOAH
THREE years later, what a bloody nostalgia trip...
IYA.
How the bloody hell is everyone/ anyone?
Xxxx
Lady Midnight
leonard cohen's the MAAAAAAN -
Well, I argued all night like so many have before,
Saying, "whatever you give me, I seem to need so much more"
Then she pointed at me where I kneeled on her floor,
She said, "don't try to use me or slyly refuse me,
Just win me or lose me,
It is this that the darkness is for."
I cried, "oh, lady midnight, I fear that you grow old,
The stars eat your body and the wind makes you cold."
"If we cry now," she said, "it will just be ignored."
I'm so tired.
It'd be boss if i actually had something important to say.
i think
it might be time for me to leave DA. i barely like most of the work i have up here, let alone recognise it as my own and some of its just blatently, incredibly, embaressingly bad. i suppose i could just delete it but thats not really the point.
i really don't even like my most of my popular stuff. maybe i'm just sick of seeing it now?
i'm not upset or having any kind of life trauma, infact if anything i'm happier than i've been in months, i just feel like its time for a change.
i'm so tired, i've been trying to finish printing out my photography exam work and its taking foooooooooooooooorever.
xxx
nowadays
things are very different and i'm very different. even in this month everythings changed loads.
and its good.
its strange looking at my old work on DA now, doesn't even seem like its mine!
i might see some people from a long time ago next week, i'm looking forward to it actually, i'm interested to see what they're like now.
some other people surprised me this month to, one for being far less nice than he liked people to think, but quite a few for being miles more forgiving and understanding than i thought they'd be. bess just looks after me like always, even when its my fault. i'm RATE lucky me :D
ITS OUR GIG SOON!!! :excited:
hope ever
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ah well you could do theatre and not get paid at all!